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Today's Natsuyo

Welcome to Today's Natsuyo weblog version!
Lately. . .
It's already been about half a year since I last put the message here! Time flies again!

I really feel that time's not just enough for me to deal with everything...all thing happens in once and it's almost like over my capacity, gee... this gives me much stress helplessly! Therefore I sometimes can't help myself indulge in escaping this state by means of a very little amount of alcohols... well, don't want you to take it too serious, but I feel it's kinda pleasure anyway! My favorite for recently is plum wine with rock, and Baileys liquor! Of course I like drinking with my associates as sharing much fun, but I also like enjoy tasting them while I write my reports and assignments things in my room alone. What a miserable situation, yeah you can say that!

Though my duties aren't so sweet anyway, I like being in such situation and struggle with them as feeling I wanna runaway soon! You know, you can always get much contentment after going through such circumstances as much as you get inflicted aren't you? I can motivate myself more than I strive with something I can handle simply. I'm kinda M in this sense hehe, you know what I mean???
Apparently, being busy always makes me aware of much meaning of life and satisfaction as being, and other significant things. Probably that's what I really wish to be of myself, deeply in my mind, and so much to say, my life!
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Re-start
Got to think up which class to take, while I've shopped some classes already yet don't know which one to take because can't see how much they can possibly be a burden by the end of the term… well need to think up more and will be decided by the end of next week.
Contrary to my first thought, I will possibly be too busy at this term, might be more than the spring term which make me so blue. But can't help. Gee… But there's no way but to do my best somehow!
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happy birthday
Since I had been scared of that day's coming....
As I thought so for long, though....

That day was so memorable and I would never forget that day forever, true story!
All I want to say is that I thank you all from the heart.

Even though I hate becoming older year by year, it's still happy that people around me just say "Happy Birthday" to me which feels me am so blessed!
Life is getting confused as I get older and sometimes I'm just suffered from hassles and worries that happened to brought to my life, yet sometimes life just goes more than what I wished to be which gives me much happiness and lots of intangible fortunes. Wow, isnt' it a mystery of life?

Am always grateful to all the people around me those who are always supportive and helpful, also give me a guidance and precious moments, and also those who brought my life into a being, my parents, and all of my family!
I would not be able to be here today without your love and supports and can not keep up myself to come to this point of my life now, and I would not exist without you all, truly.

THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ALL!!!
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moody...
even though there will be any obstacles that comes in front of me, i won't care of it...
that's what i believe to be the most important thing to me now...
i'm the mistress of my life, definitely!


TO THOSE WHO BLAME ME OF SOMETHING>>>>

well, ppl just say whatever they want without showing their appearence or at least say in front of me! but those are what to say... mm ....crap!!! and to me that is the least important reputation and i'm totally insensitive to those who say so, ya u know what i mean???
if u wanna say something bout someone u gotta show ur identity and at least say to that person directly and that's the common courtesy to show respect to others, isn't it???
it seems the most awful thing to deal with now is the those boring rat's jealous!!!


life if not always go as i expect and not always easy...
yeah i know that.
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hey...
how can i express that have happened to me
you know ive never even imagined that would occur in ma life
dunno what to do now on dunno which way this will bring me to
just wanna go wherever u go
only u can take me there
i dun wanna miss U till the end...

it's better to suffer from love then not to love at all from fear of suffering...
u feel me?
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